Tag: Gay

  • Finding Time Lost

    [15 August 2019] And why say no? When you look at me like that with 7:52AM eyes, hazy, perplexed, boys certain of not one thing except the need to belong. Mornings were meant to be this way, or so I’ve been told, orange juice and cardamom and frostbite. Dark light, pillow fuzz in your beard,…

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  • 13 August

    [13 August 2019] あなたさえ私のことをおぼえていてくれれば、ほかのすべての人に忘れられたってかまわない。 Mantra, clenched between molar and molar, ground to pulp to ash to dust, worn threadbare between pursed lips, held aloft between two sweaty hands, perpetually offering the sublime to the not yet sacrificed, bloody on a bed of horseshoes and cobblestones. And so, in the waiting and the wanting we lie,…

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  • For Hyacinthus

    [12 August 2019] Once around the bend we go, once again we gofeeling fingers longingly stretched out long past the joints and skin and connective tissues, moulding meaning from the dust of the earth and the breath of our lungs pushing deeper and deeper into an abstraction so long idealised we forgot it was once…

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  • On the wake of tomorrow [a character sketch]

    [20 June 2019] On the wake of tomorrow, the sea holds its breath, waiting. The sky wraps warm around us, stretching just beyond the horizon. I feel your heartbeat through your palm. I feel your heart through your silence. Once more around the bend we go, once more into the brave and wild unknown: each…

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  • Untitled love poem for him

    [14 June 2019] He movesand I feel him move,running, chasing, gracing, panting, gasping, grasping an always and indelibly almost-mine –the he in me and the I in him,where all other things being equal(yet altogether new and all the better for it), and I move; in line I will be moving,moving back,going back,going in;and somehow, almost…

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  • Taurus, Part Two

    [3 June 2019] 23. 7:00 – 9:00. “You really are a shameless flirt, aren’t you?” I can’t believe I said that out loud. My face reddens slightly. I feel the prickles of heat rising to my cheeks. He laughs. Honey and amber and orange peel. “Absolutely incorrigible.” Incorrigible. Incurable. Intractable. Hopeless. Incorrigible. That’s a word…

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  • The Looking-Glass

    [16 May 2019] A shopping bag. Plastic, not unordinary. Not not full of nothing. Half-full of things I had not forgotten and half-not-full of things I had not unforgotten.                                The shopping bag and not a note and not a letter but two “I’m” left to not be a thought of itself, a thought to…

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  • Aries, Part One

    [13 May 2019] 5:00 – 7:00, 32. But maybe I’m wrong. Maybe that’s the way things actually are. The sun rises earlier and earlier every year, it seems like. Colder, too, I think. “You’re ridiculous.” He says. “Maybe.” I stay silent a long time. 6:56. Are you thinking or are you sleeping again. His breath…

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  • Thursday Night [a character sketch]

    [9 May 2019] He lies on his back. The curtains are almost closed and the moon is dark but light from the old streetlamp casts flickering fingers on the bedsheets. There’s a rustling sound from the kitchen. The fridge door opens and closes. The tap turns on and off. Stale sweat and the scent of…

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  • S.C., Red Wine

    [06 May 2019] We sat on the couch, a bottle of red between us, opened, half-drunk. I never liked wine before I met you. The coffee table – dinged and dented, the cork lying in two pieces and my hands coveredin wine stains. James Blake crooned somewhere in the background.Along the way, I’d lost the…

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